10 September 2011

Sept 10: High School

I just want to declare publicly how sorry I am to everyone I went to Centennial with. I was confused, hurt and broken my senior year. i had trusted all the wrong people, and then cut everyone off when I felt betrayed. But I have since learned that there is absolutely no excuse when it comes to love. God commands me to love each one of you unconditionally. It does not matter what my excuse is,  what is going on in my life, or how you have hurt me. It says in 2 cor. That love always endures. And proverbs 17:17 says a friend loves at all times. Well folks, I failed at loving you my senior year. i wanted to show people how much I was hurting, and I guess I ended up making people see me with an awful temper and resentment. I did not do my job in loving you and showing you all how much god loves you. He loves you immensely!! I will not ever let my situation or my fears keep me from being me. No matter who hurts me, I WILL not let anyone change my personality. I will always stay bubbly and happy because the joy of the lord is my strength! I apologize to each one of you and ask for your forgiveness, and just please know that my senior year is a poor representation of who I am and what I am about. So anywho, its been bothering me that I misled, hurt, and probably yelled at people who did not deserve it during high school, especially senior year. I misrepresented Christianity and what god is all about, but please do not think that is Christianity because I am the one who did a bad job in showing god’s love to you!